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Oct. 25th, 2010 05:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
punkjoanofarcSeriously. I'm happier than I knew I could possibly be. I have a great place with awesome roommates, a job I can't really even call work because it's so much fun, and I'm in love with this girl and this city who both take my fucking breath away.
So, why do I feel like I'm always waiting for the other shoe to drop? I'm learning to take it easy, moment-by-moment, and let the anxiety and fear roll off me. To be kinder to myself when I can. And to every now and then stop for some well-earned back-patting. I made this life for myself. I made a series of really hard decisions that lead me here. I've earned this.
So, why do I feel like I'm always waiting for the other shoe to drop? I'm learning to take it easy, moment-by-moment, and let the anxiety and fear roll off me. To be kinder to myself when I can. And to every now and then stop for some well-earned back-patting. I made this life for myself. I made a series of really hard decisions that lead me here. I've earned this.
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Date: 2010-10-26 06:16 am (UTC)